At this moment in time.

It is important day and night to be mindful.
Of yourself and others.

Aspire to be a better person.
Look to others, seek out qualities you wish to emulate in yourself.
Seek to build yourself.
People see you for who you are.

How you hold yourself has been your choice.
The people that surround you are a result of your choices.

Perspire. Sweat.
Adventure and drink water.
Know that your body will need rest.
Change is constant.
Control is an illusion.

Direction is a choice.
Swim with the stream,
Against it,
or across it.
Life. Time line.
Direction, and change.

Observe your surroundings.
Be quirky. Be present.
Challenge people to be themselves is you’re unafraid of disclosing a glimmer of your own.

I wonder what Richard Branson thinks of Nuclear Power.
Do the benefits outweigh the negatives?
Calming words? Wisdom? Reality check?

Blog’s been a bit funky lately.
Yoga has been good, holidays are coming to a close this weekend.
Organising myself to make a simple transition back into routine, very excited.
Early to bed, study study study.
3 destinctions and a credit for my start up marks, this is good news for our hero.

Thinking about what I want to do for Trav’s birthday- as a gift. Money isn’t tight but i’d like to save where I can.

Thinking about writing the TCT book.
I want to get photos of my hands and face done soon.

These are just a few thoughts.
Senses continue to drive me.
Taste and relaxation.

The Tour has begun!
In my idle state I want to write the first edition of TCT.
North, South, Sandy Bay, Battery Point, The West and honourable mentions.

My list is slow and my unease highlights my duality.
I am uncomfortable.
I tell hard truths, and rail against what I feel should be normal.

Scorn, shame, and torment my friends.
Pity, smirk and laugh my deranged laugh.
In the face of it all. Culture and life.

I need photos,
To declare pay,
Do yogo,
Organise uni,
Sort out a regime i’m happy with.
A positive, healthy cycle.

More good times.
More?
Am I safe, what can I do.
The future is in my hands. Nooks holding books, need be sat in by idle boys with their idle minds.
Time flashed past him and he could only gawk.
I need more time, sport you’re a brain flip.
Bringing people together, should people be isolated?
Happy in their own world and company, I feel that is important.
I need time to think.
I still need time.
I need more time to think.
Hurry up and slow down.
Focus my world,
Vegetate.
YOGA.
Money will come,
Steak today was delicious!

Bailed on by the boys.
Zero girls, old women party.
Got some dice,
Got my strange on.
Mobius with no blazer.
Mixxed all the drinks.
Thinking about TCT again.

Tonight’s difference was sushi train.
I ate a bit too much sushi, but it was good stuff.
Jog tomorrow.
Good sleep tonight.
Happy Buddha.

*rub your colon.
Abstract day. Strange happenings.
Owe Edward $20.
Bought everyone a coffee.
Played some good cards.

Break even day, spent money; worked it back.
Had a great coffee, friends are around.
Got a strange message.
“U dnt have t come”. Blackmail

Thought alot, headspace changing.
Dark times
Winter mood.

The difference between feelings and emotions, comes down to emotions being immediate reactions the to external world.
While feelings focus more on our identity, how we live and our long term attitudes towards reality.

Today I rested, the night was trashed by rain.
I read a bit,
exercised a little.
Now to rest up.

Isn’t it strange that everyone’s different but they go to distinations and expect similar things?
Cafe-
Library-
Comedy night-

My eye is still twitiching.
I really ought to check that.

I want an outdoor spot in hobart that gets the sun, has wifi and does table service.
Go home Pat you’re drunk.

Beautiful day, and here I am just checking out insurance.
Too much!

This is me not going to bed earlier.

Mum is sick and sad.
Dad is a man of contrast within.
My sister cannot build a fire.
And my brother has moved away.

I cut ties,
but wish for more.
I’ll I once was,
But the need laps at my soul.

My ankles swell and
My eyelids tire
The circulation around my
body, fails me.

I tired,
And tell myself
“earlier to bed”
So here I am,

Doing just not that.
The future is exciting
My future feels bleak.
I’m conflicting

Confused,
Angry
LAZY
Frustrated,
Ashamed
Impatient.
Severed
Hopeful.
Wishfully thinking,
Wanting, waiting,
Asking myself deep withing.

WHAT CAN I DO.
SHOULD I DO NEXT.

Bed.