To a Bird (1888)

Bright little warbler of the air,
The world to thee, I ween, is fair;
And free thy life from shade of care
So gaily dost thou sing.

While from thy happy throat is sent
That flood of song in ravishment,
Thou shamest me without intent —
Sad mourner that I be.

To one who knows not grief nor care
I doubt me not this world is fair,
And “pretty” “pretty” everywhere
As thou dost iterate.

But birdie dear, didst thou but see
The world as it appears to me,
Then “pretty” “pretty” might not be
The burden of thy song.

But oh! could I like thee arise
And wing my way toward the skies,
Not here, ‘mid human miseries,
One moment would I dwell.

But once released from bonds of clay
I’d upward soar till thy sweet lay
Did in the distance melt away
Amidst an awful space.

I’d pause not till, through shining breach,
I’d catch, in songs that seraphs teach,
Notes only angel voices reach —
Where my loved one is gone.

Ah, birdie! were it thine to know
The grief that makes my sad tears flow
Thou couldst not sweetly warble so,
Thy little heart would break.

— Louisa Lawson

Toast

For every crumb of toast, there is a star in your eye.

For every grain of sand, there is a star in the sky.

His Shirt

I read his T-Shirt, it said ‘Ofcourse I Talk to Myself’. I think I get it. Do you get it? Am I asking you, or am I speaking to myself right now? I reading, just speaking to yourself? Who else are you engaging with, with your shirt. Are you speaking to yourself, when you take your shirt off? What are your pants saying to people. Sometime they are on and down and saying things. Other times, they are off and in the drawer – saying nothing.

That’s what it says. Though, perhaps not to all of us.

Driving Moral

The family were in the car. Her driving, him day dreaming in the passenger seat. They had recently bought a home, but had a holiday booked, up the coast. So they drove, despite the busy time. Their young son was in the back left seat – the boosted didn’t fit in the middle, and they’d broken the belt trying to make it fit. He played with pink ball, with little trinagular bobbles. It was too big for his hand. They drove 107km/h, just a bit over the speed limit. It was a hot day in Tasmania.

Whooosh! Bim…bim.. bim. He’d thrown the ball out the window. She saw it in the back rear view mirror. He should know better. The parents shared a glance. The day dream stopped. The son screamed ‘mum, quick get my ball’. Dad frowned, and shook his head. But she turned the car around at the next intersection doing a ‘big u-bend’ as the father called it. They back tracked, and after two u-turns and 10 minutes of lost time, they were approaching the pink ball which had been dancing and bobbling on the road, dancing out of the way of trucks and cars. The vacuum of passing cars brought the ball into the way of traffic and caused a few dangerous swerves.

Mum slowed down, putting on her hazard lights. Slowly she approached the ball which rolled towards the gutterline. She rolled over the ball, with let out a satisfying pop. The father turned to his wife, surprised. The son let out a scream of alarm. She pulled over bringing the car to a stop. Jumping from the drivers seat, traffic zoomed by – narrowly missing the open door. She walked back, picked up the ball and threw it into the car past their kid who was stunned.

‘We can talk about this lesson later,’ she said to her husband as they took off into the flow of traffic heading North.

The recommendation

Our military man, needing to relive himself wandered a short distance into the forest. By the ravine and the bridge, he pulled down his trowsers, only to be disturbed by two dark skinned children who merrily crossed the bridge from one side of the ravine to the other. Our man pulled up his trousers swiftly and pretended he was out for a walk, admiring the view. Lagging behind the kids, was their father. The group of them walked back towards the town, which was occupied by our man and his fellow troops. Past razor wire and big trucks which rumbled by. Our man, spoke with the father, who was considered and walked slowly with his hands in his pockets. The father recommended a book, which by sheer coincidence our man had read on the plane over. 3 short pages. The father brought the book from his pocket and asked our man what he thought of the middle passage where the school burnt down and the children were all trapped inside. Our man, frowning, said it was a horrible scene that depicted perhaps many things. The end of childhood, the ravages of war and human cruelty. The father nodded, passing the man the collection of short stories ‘as a gift you see’.

Later that day our man read the opening page of the book, where a soldier walked into the forest to relieve himself, only to be stumbled upon by two children and their father. They crossed the bridge. The soldier didn’t notice, and the father struck him across the head with a club and rolled his body over the cliff edge. Later that day the school burned.

Eyeline

Sometimes I clean above eye line, as a joke. It’s like having a secret. Knowing that out of sight, the door frame has been wiped clean of dust and grime.