Inhale
A vacuum-
my mind
Sucked in my eyes & ears.
Vessels shaking
Wiring charged.
My brain swells.

World’s End
Poobah
Briz.

“Apples”
“Dates”
“Sugars”

Stomach cramps, the daze and dance moves.

I need to yell.
I want to scream.

I forgot this feel.
Its like a dream

My heart is full
Eyes greyed and glossed

I sit and mull.
Feeling what is lost.

I walked down the path
I watched the waves
Yes, yes, babbling brook
A stream song sang

Above the wash
Feet most dry
Looking at birds
Watching them fly.

Seagulls, HO! Rats with wings
Rovings to and fro’ the tip
The mountains top snowcapped
And lo the river sings.

One.
Put down the gun
Two
Down the food

Hunger
Appetite
Reason
Release

I’m going to write a children’s book. “Chilean-book” “Chillen-book”
take a page outta your own… suggestions. Mr word document spell correct. Furrooooout.

Tree
Tree
APPLE.

What came first said he our man.
One, two or tree?
Notice he was prone to plan
Sketch the rest of the counting steps.
The steps of ‘would’ were to be
Mostly made of one, two, tree.

The tree he chose,
As everyone knows
Was the tree, tree-apple, tree.
He chose this one,
for two good reasons.
One for good apples
Leaving two trees with bees in!
Now, these brought the bears on
who grappled for seasons
and after high treason
and a feast full of gease-on
plates with pigs mouths-on
APPLES.

-Now-

These happenings went on.
But eventually stopped!
With the wood from the one tree
The man could now see-
to the wood that he chopped
And on page one
The man wrote to his son.
One, Two…Three!
Tree Apples, tree .

A

Two

Walked to uni today.
Ate cereal
Put a french test in the binny-bin-bin!
What’s the main theme in ‘Dexter’?
My cooked as business lecturer mentioned “EMERGY”
Some kinda made up force out there in the world. Hahah.
Then he slipped up and accidentally called it Energy and had to corrected himself.
The cat’s outta the bag dude. Game is up.
Its just energy.

Then I did a quizz and some french prac
Then I did a couple pages describing the learning process i’ve undertaken.
Then I cracked out a Reflection Piece.

That right there is a ‘then poem’ 1^2^3^
So yeah, reflection-
suck up, blame yourself for extra brownie points.
Fuck me right.

I’m looking forward to going to the botanical gardens this weekened.
Check out the autumn trees.
I wanna get back into some poetry,
find myself a good book.
Get some sunshine!
I need sleep now-
More than the dentist.
CHESTNUTS!

Where the fuck do people get off being fussy.
With that said, I wrote a review after dinner tonight.
Pa was in a horrible mood, I had to be careful.
He’s overworked. The co-boss guy he worked with died.
Massive hear attack. Two weeks before he retired i’m told.

It was mum’s birthday today.
55! Meaning she was born year of the rat.
The cat killed a rat and brought it inside to start the day.
No kidding! Haha, isn’t that strange.
I handed in an assignment, pretty bungled effort.
I tried. Truly. I need to re-learn the ways of the student.
I went for a brief walk.

Did a model shoot for some friends of friends,
Treated myself with some chocolate and sunflower seeds.
Feeling social I dropped in on some pals.
Talked to Jaz, got a microsoft word tutorial from Sol.
Looked at watches.

Caught up with my pal J.
Bumped into Hugo’s dad.
Called the Melbourne guys.
Stared at the clouds,
Chatted with my sister.

What will tomorrow bring?

It rained
I watched the river,
grow pained
Then I, let out a shiver

It burst
its banks
land’s thirst
give thanks.

Floor replaced
water un-still,
Rushing in haste
Toward, down hill.

Towards me!
This no, wet dream
Flee, Flee, Flee!
A glittering stream

It rushes over you
You hold your breath

Pretty chill day.
dentist, breakfast, study, potatoes, drinks and a campfire at wils.

Met a funny neighbour.
talked to Jaz.
Study tomorrow, headspace.
Met a guy called Nathan, he’s a good dude.
He’s mates with sol.

This month its black and watermark tatts. haha

New month! New look.
Button up shirts. – Always.
Thanks for the top-deck haircut Paul.
He had a cut-throat razor and let me live,
lets just forget I said anything.

I’m pretty confused at the moment.
Learning all this business lingo,
I can feel myself changing.
Hopefully I can maintain my identity,
my ideas. ‘My life’s accumulation of delayed goals’
That’s not a book I care to write, or read.
Things I should have said and done,
Asked her out, said something funny
been wild. Said nothing. screamed.
Choices made for me by the passing of time,
and the willingness to be a germ.

I’m just wondering what I can do to be more me.
To be true to myself, to travel.

Cape Grim.
spelt wrong.

“i’m going to leave you again”

“koooo-eeeee”

“you’re depressed”

“you have no idea how this, you are effecting me”

Is it effecting or affecting?
Does it matter?
Can’t it just be both.

Happy New Month.

I feel this is the most hurtful word one can use.
Its important around me, that it’s not abused.
I then roll my eyes, completely in jest
notice, as they rolled I spied unrest
But instead of my hated word she chose
something that rated not nearly as close.

Dick!

Oh child take your vocabulaire to bed
Quick-

now young imp, be elsewhere instead.

To be the fool,
More on that later.
More-an-more-an-moron.
To jibe and duel,
Scored to spatter
Let the drops run-on&on-anon.

Onion! Why art thou so thick?
Ye dropped as a bairn?
Caramelised’en thick
Lay’on lay’r, mourn-
fer’me would yee
Cac-tus eye-d’y’see?
this prick, pierce my stomach
let the red run
drunkards sober deathshiver
At-last the last one.

“SHUTUP”

Its not so bad,
But fuck groupwork.

Fuck your tone,
Fuck this cold.
Fuck my choices

Thus far, this life
of mine. My drive.
The ease unto which-
I have become sloth.