Justify yourself Dec.
Hung out with my boys.
Drank vino and water.
Talked to carl.
Got a fair bit of sun.
Exhausted.
Off to Japan now.
Eeeep.

The means of capsual travel by anything but bicycle.

Car, plane, train.
There is a striking and unwelcome feeling of unease
And disbelief upon arrival in a place via these afforementioned avenues of transportation.
Breaking up the world. Not seen as one large grid, but rather a disjoined set of box rooms sitting and waiting, arrival, viewing then departing.

The effort and enjoyment. The journey. Lost ideals.
Our history, nomadic. Constantly travelling, uncertain, the elusive contentment driving us onward. Where are we all now?

Hey dad I just want you to know i recycle some of your lines, because I look up to you and sometimes the things you say are la e and thus entirely shameless. I cannot fault them.
Therefore when I tell other people things and use your words as noble decree almost I laugh inwardly.
Snort all you want.
I hope it makes you happy to know you’d be doing great for yourself if you were still 20. -that is a bit of a strange thought.

Life in Arcadia – Jules Reed blog and writing. Not bad stuff.
Platonic relationships. Plato, date, chat, go home alone.
Named it himself; thr let down of sex. Busting.
Wasting seed without pro-creation. Weird. My values, loves and use of energies are whacked out. Not a normal man.

“You matter, you are real, the choices you make today in your lifetime are important and will change the world for better or worse. Please be considerate and choose carefully”.
We are all of us dancing in the storm of decisions and expectations.

Break your programming.
Deconstruct (destroy) your DNA put yourself back together how you want.

Hammock
Koya-San
“Ru-Su”
bridge
Canasta
Cribbage

Same old same old,
What’s old is new.
Make it new.
Its Tassie

Postcards- “enbuzzed”

I’ve been getting headaches and nausea from black tea.

Milly- the face painter. She’ll be at falls.

Who is Graham Scice? Have i met him? Do i know his face?

Antipodean.
Alinta R-H

These are the nots as they came. Are they important. Yes

Where do your loyalties lie.

Don’t to me. Lay not with me.

viper on satin.

you don’t have to explain yourself to anyone.

Had a hot bath,
It was too hot.
Brain flipped, hot day, booked my first 2nights.

Japan!
Had coffee, bought adaptors.
Played Honesty.
Chatted to sam and kier.
Hugs. I’m leaving! Hugs.
Misread organisation for stress.
Beat linds at pool.
Shared a moment.
Walked with heath.
Eden had a melt down. Met her sister Trudy.
Trudy Beekman. Beetroot.
Be true da ya self. Dad joke.
Fixxed it.
Drank red wine.
I’m ok.
Asked advice about Megan.
I’m killing myself.

I was anxious last night.
Tired and quiet today
Gardened
Foot is drilling.
Talked to Megan.
Horror movies.
Watched ‘her’.
Its a great movie, quite smart.
I’ve been tired all day.

I am a capeable human being.
We are all mirrors. The better and happier you are the clearer the reflection of an already beautiful world.
Ruth
Megan
Aasha.
Different girls. Differing qualaties.
How much energy do i have?
Will i acidentally hurt someone?
I’m just a nice guy.
Confused. Wrong signals.
I’m free.
My feet are bleeding.
RICH: we were talking about you, tip of the tongue, speak of the devil.
Gossip all you want. I’m wonderful in person. The failing is your projection, your expectation, you’re own darkness and doubts.

I’ve made mistakes. But i want to spend time with you. Learn chat, have fun, dig it.

Broke into the shack.

had snacks.

cut up my feet on shells. Saw a full moon butt of some guy.

Joker about super powers.

wrote in the sand.

had a snack with Megan. She’s and chatty. She mentioned star signs. Libra? Weird.

She’s a brilliant chick.

Driving along. Running late for work. The car breaks down. Head gasket.

1000later. Worth it. What a day.

What’s the difference between knowing and thinking something.

We we talked about subjectivity.

and the human ability to learn.

Art, humanities, writing.

What discerenes what is good.

general mass, popularity, success, real world..

They all all just take time.

you just need a launchpad. Give yourself the best option. It’s not all genetics.

You’re a magish’

posish’

Coffee: It was disgusting – i drank it all.
I was hungry, it was cold, i didn’t want to go far…

Tone of voice.
Context.
Poetry.

Dinner MYU was great. 3 finger foods 1 main.
Chicken,
Mushrooms
Prawns
Duck curry.

Shopping, the orange game. The bag broke!
Laughter.
Driving hime there was an orange out the front of the men’s gallery.
I’m getting good at driving.

Japan organisation. Its all happening slowly. But surely.
Phone, bed, magic cards.
Reaching out.
Ruth. Sad friend. “Tomorrow”
Sure… “Tomorrow”

Time ticks.
Be rad.
Saw Kieth. Haircut day.

Tomorrow chess, hang with Bryn.
Ruth?
Work work work.