You’re drinking again.
Urged to it.
Need. Want.
Compelled
Desire.
Consume and the after effects.
Staggering, bright eyed, intrusive, annoying, incoherent, sleepy, clumsy, liability.
Behavioural.
Conditioned.
Smoker.
Short term memory loss.
Anger.
Numb.
Painless.
Helpless.
Scattered.
Stunned.
Forgetful.
Of, turned, strange.
Corpse.
Red faced.

You’ve started drinking again.
“I’ve heard you”

I don’t believe you.
I trusted you.
And now you break my heart
Once again.