Bailed on by the boys.
Zero girls, old women party.
Got some dice,
Got my strange on.
Mobius with no blazer.
Mixxed all the drinks.
Thinking about TCT again.

Tonight’s difference was sushi train.
I ate a bit too much sushi, but it was good stuff.
Jog tomorrow.
Good sleep tonight.
Happy Buddha.

*rub your colon.
Abstract day. Strange happenings.
Owe Edward $20.
Bought everyone a coffee.
Played some good cards.

Break even day, spent money; worked it back.
Had a great coffee, friends are around.
Got a strange message.
“U dnt have t come”. Blackmail

Thought alot, headspace changing.
Dark times
Winter mood.

The difference between feelings and emotions, comes down to emotions being immediate reactions the to external world.
While feelings focus more on our identity, how we live and our long term attitudes towards reality.

Today I rested, the night was trashed by rain.
I read a bit,
exercised a little.
Now to rest up.

Isn’t it strange that everyone’s different but they go to distinations and expect similar things?
Cafe-
Library-
Comedy night-

My eye is still twitiching.
I really ought to check that.

I want an outdoor spot in hobart that gets the sun, has wifi and does table service.
Go home Pat you’re drunk.

Beautiful day, and here I am just checking out insurance.
Too much!

This is me not going to bed earlier.

Mum is sick and sad.
Dad is a man of contrast within.
My sister cannot build a fire.
And my brother has moved away.

I cut ties,
but wish for more.
I’ll I once was,
But the need laps at my soul.

My ankles swell and
My eyelids tire
The circulation around my
body, fails me.

I tired,
And tell myself
“earlier to bed”
So here I am,

Doing just not that.
The future is exciting
My future feels bleak.
I’m conflicting

Confused,
Angry
LAZY
Frustrated,
Ashamed
Impatient.
Severed
Hopeful.
Wishfully thinking,
Wanting, waiting,
Asking myself deep withing.

WHAT CAN I DO.
SHOULD I DO NEXT.

Bed.

Cleaning my room.
Comedy last night.
Spent the whole day in bed.
Sick sick sick.

Up and down goes the roller coaster.
I tire, how do I find the inner strength I have possessed until now.
Sleep needed, and sleep and sleep. ||

I let myself down . Jobs need doing.
Set the fire, relax.

every word can be made into a pun.
Life is great.

Terrible waste of my life.

New plan, fix the flat by 15th August.
Things are grating me, need an early night.